Section 4

He insisted on changing diapers for Xiao Li and feeding her milk. I believe Ji Dong never imagined he would see such a side of Zhuo Yao.

The sound of an airplane passing through the air reached my ears. I looked up, wondering if Zhuo Yao was on that very plane. Calculating the flight time, it was precisely this moment.

I would like to take a flight from Zhuoyao to Shanghai, which may also fly over the small fishing village.

I once again confirmed that his luggage and documents were all packed. I placed the key to the small building and the car key in his briefcase, and put enough cash in his wallet. Seeing a photo of a family of three in his wallet, I gently touched it, feeling warmth swell in my heart

Good morning, why didn't you knock? How long have you been standing outside? Come in and have a seat. I made him a cup of tea and brought out some pastries to invite him to sit down

Now that I think about it, I can imagine Lin Luyun seeing me and coldly saying: "Don't think that just because you have given birth to a child, you can foolishly dream of entering the Tong family. I will not acknowledge you as my daughter-in-law; you are the one who took my son away from me!"

Duoduo once quoted a saying by Aoi Sora: after encountering many types of men, I ultimately feel that the greatest characteristic of men is their simplicity; even as they grow older, they still retain a childlike essence. If a man always makes you feel his maturity, then I think this person may not have allowed anyone to enter his inner world

He sought kisses without regard for place or time, the force of his kisses slightly overwhelming, leaving me gasping for breath. He felt distressed and eased his grip until he finally stopped. When I opened my eyes, I saw that his eyes were red-rimmed.

Then, I will go to the kitchen to make breakfast for him I entered the kitchen

The sun has emerged, and the autumn rays shine upon me, in this bright and leisurely time, I think I can find a job. Of course, I do not want to call and ask that Mrs. Song for help. My aunt has always been well-informed about everything around her, so it would be wise to let her inquire for me. A job that can be done at home would be the best.

I accompanied Zhuo Yao to the courtyard outside the small building, while Li Hui was in my arms, her bright eyes gazing at Zhuo Yao with a smile. He gave me one last embrace, kissed Li Hui's cheek, and said: "My Mrs. Tong, wait for me to return"

"Ji Dong, come over and eat together." I called Ji Dong to have breakfast.

How long has it been since we were apart? A full year. Throughout this year, we have never been separated; there has not been a single night when he did not sleep by my side

I just like you this way, my dear wife, you have worked hard. I go to Shanghai, and every morning before breakfast, I watch this video. I treat it as if you made breakfast, and that gives me an appetite. He continued recording, and I couldn't avoid it. In the not-so-large kitchen, we started to bicker.

He heard my response, fell silent, and wore a very desolate expression

After having breakfast, Ji Dong took Zhuo Yao's luggage downstairs while I tidied up the dining table. Zhuo Yao followed me into the kitchen

"Good morning, Madam." Ji Dong, dressed in a plain Zhongshan suit and wearing black sunglasses, resembled a bodyguard even more.

I went to wake Zhuo Yao up I said as I went upstairs

Prepare a sumptuous breakfast for him, as he is not accustomed to Chinese breakfast. Serve him egg-flavored toast, cheese, milk, and corn porridge, and brew him some coffee. I want to watch him eat the breakfast I made before I leave. Watching the man I love enjoy the breakfast I prepared with my own hands, I will hand him the newspaper and be the most considerate wife.

Sitting on the vine-covered swing in the courtyard, swaying gently, little Li turned his rosy and adorable face towards me. His small hand grasped my earlobe, and he sat steadily on my lap. He probably does not know that his father has gone to another city

No, madam, I have already eaten on the plane, thank you, please enjoy your meal.

Madam is preparing breakfast for you in the kitchen

I foolishly thought that since I had given birth to children for the Tong family, I would at least receive the tacit approval of his family in Shanghai, acknowledging me as his wife, and that we shared a lovely son.

There is still that dream, the dream of a white, empty space where I am the only one, no matter how I call or search, I cannot find Zhuo Yao. Do you believe in omens? Every time something happens, there will be some signs beforehand, depending on whether you notice them. After I had this nightmare, Zhuo Yao was going back to Shanghai

Ruan Manjun, you are becoming increasingly prone to tears. How can you cry while kissing? It is truly disappointing

Of course, he just won't be able to call you "uncle" yet. When you come back in six months, he will definitely be walking in the yard and calling you "uncle". I said this, naively imagining the days six months from now

He is so domineering, as if I am his woman, and all the men in the world should keep their distance from me. I have never felt that he is authoritarian; I enjoy this sense of belonging he gives me, that "he is my only man, and I am his only woman"

I woke up earlier than him in the morning and wanted him to sleep a little longer. The flight is at 9:00, and the road from the small fishing village to the airport is not far. Every day, many planes pass over the small fishing village, flying very low, either just taking off from or descending to the airport.

Dad went to visit Grandma, baby, you not only have Dad and Mom, but you also have Grandma, two aunts, and Aunt Duoduo

He walked in front of me, embraced me, and said to the DV, "My wife, isn't she beautiful?" His proud expression resembled that of a simple child

He suddenly pushed me against the wall with an irresistible force. I held the coffee cup, gazing at him. One of his hands was pressed against the wall while the other closed the kitchen door. His lips came closer, and my head was spinning, contemplating whether to set the cup down properly. In reality, I had no extra time to think.

Ji Dong called out to Tong Shao, making me realize that Zhuo Yao's identity and status had never been lost. Over there, someone had always been waiting for him. However, I was still quite surprised that he could call me 'madam.' Perhaps the only person beside Zhuo Yao who acknowledged my identity was Ji Dong.

Zhuo Yao and I sat face to face having breakfast, while Ji Dong held Xiao Li Hui, looking quite presentable. Xiao Li Hui shook Ji Dong's sunglasses vigorously with his small hand.

A hint of apology flashed across Ji Dong's face, which I noticed but did not take to heart

I need to smile a little more, so that Zhuoyao can leave with peace of mind

I want to say that I will take very good care of myself, take care of our children, report to you first when something happens, not deceive you, and share all my worries with you, rather than only reporting good news. You are in Shanghai, so please spend more time with the elderly. As for the company's matters, if you can make decisions, please share some of the burden. My smile is sincere and my efforts are earnest

"Madam, there is no need." Ji Dong glanced at the watch on his wrist and said, "It is still early; I will wait for Young Master Tong."

"Do not tell me that you will take good care of yourself, do not say those words to try to reassure me, I cannot do it. Remember, you can call me back anytime you need me." His palm rested on the back of my head, his fingers threaded through my hair and pressed against my scalp, warm and firm. The other hand caressed my cheek, and his kiss came once again.

At that time, I did not believe it, and Duoduo even argued that Aoi Sora had met so many men and had countless experiences; could it be that she did not understand men like you did

I choose the latter. I know that love cannot be a substitute for food, but Zhuo Yao, I would rather starve to death in your embrace

He got into the car, smiled at me from inside, and suddenly, I saw him lower his head to light a cigarette. The car slowly drove along the narrow road, while I stood in place, holding Li Hui, until the car disappeared among the coconut trees after making a few turns

I only stood for half an hour, this is my habit. In the past, when I picked up Mr. Tong in the morning to return to the company, I would always stand outside the door waiting for him to come out. Mr. Tong does not like others to disturb him, and he always arranges his time well. I just need to wait for his arrangements. " Ji Dong said respectfully, surveying the layout of the room.

I can hardly imagine how I will spend the nights alone with my child in this small house by the sea. He has not suggested taking me to Shanghai for a reason; perhaps he knows that his family in Shanghai would not accept me, and he is afraid I would be hurt.

Now that I think about it, the man standing in front of me is just like this, on one hand, he is reserved with his words, cold and proud, while on the other hand, he is warm, delicate, pure, and clear

"Madam, may I have a hug from Li Hui? I also like children," said Ji Dong

Falling asleep with a complex state of mind, waking up several times during the night, my hand searching for his hand beneath the blanket, only feeling at ease after firmly grasping it

I stood on my tiptoes, my arms wrapped around his neck, kissing him while nodding and shedding tears

"Do not record... I need to prepare breakfast, there are still guests at home," I said, turning my back to him, pouring the brewed coffee into a cup and adding a small cube of sugar.

I placed breakfast on the dining table, arranged it, and prepared three sets of cutlery

Come, wave goodbye to Dad, goodbye Dad. I waved my hand back to Xiao Li and spoke to the sky

"Penny-pincher," I said, wiping away the tears that were falling with the back of my hand

"Tong Shao, it has been a long time since we last met. I have made all the arrangements in Shanghai. Upon our arrival, the company in Shanghai will send someone to pick us up, and my car is parked near the airport" said Ji Dong

This is how he is; apart from me, he speaks very sparingly with others, even to Ji Dong, whom he hasn't seen for a year, he has not offered many greetings. This cold and aloof man has never fundamentally changed; he is simply softer towards me.

He wanted to say something, but I spoke first. He smiled and said, "You go ahead."

There is a saying: when you sense the hidden pain of parting upon first meeting an environment or a person, you are bound to fall in love with them. I have been with Zhuo Yao for a year, and even though we have only separated once, I still feel the hidden pain of parting.

"Good. Have you seen my wife?" Zhuo Yao asked

I pretended not to hear their conversation, making a salad and humming a tune. I thought he would come into the kitchen, but after waiting for more than ten seconds without any sound, I turned around to check. To my surprise, I saw him holding a DV camera pointed at me. With corn flour on my hands and an apron tied around my waist, I noticed he was recording my image as a virtuous wife and mother. I hurriedly covered my face with my hand and laughed, saying, "Ah, don’t record me, I look terrible. Can’t you let me get dressed up nicely before you start recording?"

At that time, I never imagined that this would be our last time sharing a bed in the small fishing village

It was only when I opened the door that I saw Ji Dong, whom I had not seen for a long time

"Just now, you invited another man to have breakfast, the breakfast you made. Do you know that I felt jealous?" he said with difficulty, wiping my tears with his thumb

Even in bed, when he enters my body, so intimate, I am in his embrace, joyful and unrestrained, I keep asking him: Zhuo Yao, I belong to you alone, right... His face buried in my chest, he nods, the sound from his throat makes my whole body boil with heat. That sense of security always allows me to soar to the clouds, completely, intoxicated and lost in a dream.